ahh exams are over . i didn't study at all . i'm prepared for the worst . haha . my life is .... boring boring boring . so boring infact i have nothing to blog about . so pardon me for not updating . as for now , its 7.33 , friday morning . looks like its gonna rain . yup and again i skipped school .

this week seem so slow man . i'm on anger spree as well . while playing soccer , i was pissed off because everyone was dily dally around i kicked the school dusbin . and it was broken . nice one . the other incident was stupid shit head threw my phone in the dusbin because she thought i did something , i instantly slammed the door . "BANG" , the sound of hunters killing birds . just because i don't hit people , doesn't mean i don't know how to . provoke me , i'll kill u . simple as that . come to think of it , its been MONTHS since i vent my anger like that . so once awhile okay la .

oh yeah yesterday was my mom's birthday . happy birthday mom ! i totally forgot about it until my maid told me she's not coming home for dinner to celebrate her birthday . i'm a bad son omg T.T . okay i shall buy her supper when i'm outside . hahahaha



the feelings still there . but i'm already at the edge already . its like , u're telling me u don't like me or something . u told me before u like the way u and your best friend be , i don't want to hold u so tight as well . school , my games , sleeping , so i seldom call u as well . but that doesn't mean i have already forgot about u . to me , every words count . even simple " i miss u " will make me smile . i know u ask me don't come home so late or drink , but i still do , thats why u say u don't care . but don't care , means REALLY don't care ? as in give up on me or something ? i don't want hints , i want answers , please?